Monday 2 February 2009

Anxiety Of Life

I am making my way through my work. Still booked out for 5 weeks. People are asking me to do more work and recommending me. So that is very pleasing.

Something still eats at me though. When I was in a full-time job. I was relaxed because I knew I would be in work for the next year. (With the exception of redundancy and sacking).

It’s not like that anymore. I am getting some anxiety. Will I have work in the next few months? What if it stops? What then?

Its great having the freedom of being my own boss, but is it worth the anxiety?